Recover. Reset. Restart. Yesterday, I wrote: “i feel mad; everywhere i look there’s a visible to-do—what is it they say? clean space, clear mind “what i’m doing to resolve this is identifying the smallest defined spaces w/ the least number of to-do and ticking the tasks; i will see how clear my mind is come end-of-day friday” It’s Wednesday.

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Gratitude

January 8, 2024–The Middle

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It’s 12:12 AM, and I’m having a trauma response.